Thursday, April 23, 2009

the start of my new Life

when I started to remember all of the horrific parts of my life I called my sis and started asking her if I was remembering thing right and in telling her what I remembered she asked how could i be telling her her nightmares and yes how could I tell her count for count what happened that christmas eve and day.
So now all like to pretend it all never happened thats nice but my brain is done pretending .
I have it all in my head like a movie playing over and over .
And I was always told There certian things we don't talk about well I;m done not talking yet as long as I have air in my lungs I'll be talking.


One time when I was 13teen years old and we my father and stepmother and half brother and stepsister all went to diseny world and got there and the trip got to be a ride into hell there was this girl keept seeing there and then in "hell" my father had got some one to grab this girl and brought to jarry Farwells the Tv's avangalist there after the public tour we got the privet tour

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